it hurt worse than breaking my arm when I was eleven.
it hurt worse than that time I fell off my bike and scraped the skin off my entire leg.
it hurt worse than when I got sick and was in the hospital for a week.
it hurt worse than anything.
it hurt so badly. I wish I could forget that pain.
I wish I could forget you.
you are the relentless pain in my mind, unwavering, telling me that i lost everything that matters.
you've become a fucking voice and nothing more and i wish